
34/365 Current I’m sitting here watching American Idol talking to Brooke about Alec Baldwin O_o. I have a few episodes to catch up on, I watched Up in the Air last night, and I think it was one of the best choices I’ve made in a while lol. I have a million movies to watch tonight too >_< I think I’m gonna watch An Education, and Precious. I have to find a way to squeeze some MAG into my night too, I’ve been hooked on that game lately.
Current song - Eve 6 - Here’s to the Night
Current obsession - movies(alot more then normal, and I watch quite a bit).

33/365 So I’ve been on this couch all day and I quite like it ^_^. I went to bed at like 8 in the morning after my mom made me an amazing cheese omelet. I was up watching The Office, Community, and the most recent episode of House, then I watched Zombieland, and then fell asleep to Inglorious Bastards. I talked to Brooke last night, wasn’t our greatest convo but I always love hearing her voice ^_^. I woke up today at around 3 so I didn’t get a huge amount of sleep considering today is my weekend but I hate sleeping away the day unless I’m cuddling but that’s a dif story ;p I kinda redid my profile, well the style sheet I kept the headers and such from my old one. Cody’s still here he’s been chilling in my room watching my older seasons of House lol I should prolly go hangout with him for awhile ;p
Current song - Avant - 4 minutes
Current obsession - the million radio stations on iTunes
Bought - The Office, Community and House episodes.
I re-followed everyone because somehow Brooke got unfollowed and I wanted her back at the start of my follow list, so I unfollowed everyone, and then re-followed ^_^ the only people I didn’t follow back were people that haven’t posted in like a a week. Here are some epic screenshots
Down to one person being followed:

When I re-followed everyone I choose a small handful to follow first so that I’d have my current favs in one spot:

And then since I saved all the urls when I re-followed everyone my current follow list except for my must follows at the end are in alphabetical order ^_^ EPIC STATUS:


24/365, yea yea yea it’s like an hour late >_< but hey it’s still sunday somewhere so I count it, lets just pretend I live in like Hawaii. Anyways today was full of suck not gonna lie, I didn’t get anywhere close to as much sleep as planned, went to work super tired, got no loans which SUCKS! and then I find out Brooke isn’t coming in March either -_- she’s got her reasons as legit as they are, I’m taking this to heart, and it hurts. Anywho I’m going to go back to redoing my profile which should be done in like 30 mins if that so get excited people ;p
Current song - Webster ft. Jim Jones - Dancin’ on Me
Current obsession - html
Bought - Groceries, Taco Bell
Things to go back to the way they were before our bug fight. It’s been at least a week, and we’ve talked on the phone 3ish times when previously i’d call you every lunch, and we’d fall asleep on the phone together every night. This isn’t fun every waking minute I spend wondering what’s gonna happen you’ve become so distant and I’m terrified of losing you. You mean the world to me…

Stupid phone browser won’t let me answer >< so I’ll do it here
Classic, no i am not I’m very much so straight, you can ask my insanely beautiful girlfriend(link above)
Umm I wear flip flops and slippers alot lol I HATE shoes well socks actually so yea but when I do buy shoes it’s usually addidas,
Win I consider xbox an instrument of death so I count it ^_^

23/365 Ok so I’m finally about to pass out, I’m going to call Brooke see if she wants to watch up and I’m sure I’ll be out in like 30 minuets. I’ve slept maybe 4 hours in the last 72ish, and worked 20 of them so far, I have another 10.5 tomorrow >_<. Lets see stayed up all night playing MAG with Cody, eating pizza roles. I worked all day today but I did buy Brooke a present, even though she said I already got her one which so doesn’t count ;p Anyways goodnight ^_^
Current song - Jeremih - Imma Star
Current obsession - sleep for the moment
Bought - Brooke’s vday present.

21/365 So lets see I pulled an all nighter, and played call of duty and watched movies all night, I passed out at like 10am I think and slept til like 8 >_< Now I’m playing more call of duty, bout to go buy a PS3 and MAG cause it looks intense and I have a bad habit of spending money when I’m upset/sad/distraught ect. I found out yesterday Brooke can’t come in Feb because she needs to get her job situation sorted out which makes sense, it just sucks, but I’ll see her in March so that’s always good, I miss her =( I’m not excited about work tomorrow either, should be pretty lame not gonna lie, I’ll try to make the best of it though.
Current song - John Mayer - Heartbreak warfare
Current obsession - soon to be my new ps3

Okay, so some of you may have noticed or not, that I talk about a girl named Brooke a decent amount, so I figured it was about time to introduce you guys to her ;p This is Brooke’s tumblr[http://sweetxblasphemy.tumblr.com]. FIrst and foremost you guys really have to know our story from start to finish.
About eight months ago I don’t have the exact date, but I’m sure I could go look and find it, I was dating a girl named Sevy, things we’re going smoothly at that point in time. I had my tumblr, and this girl kept liking my posts, she didn’t have a picture up, nor a link to any other sites on her tumblr. One day I was just hopping around on myspace, and landed on this super cute girls profile, and I saw a tumblr link, not thinking much I clicked it, and guess where I ended up? I’ll tell you ;p it was the stranger from tumblr’s profile aka Brooke! I sent her a comment, and started talking to her, at that point we were non stop talking, within a day I had her in butterflies, and she was posting on tumblr about me, so that of course made me feel amazing. I however still had a girlfriend that I very much so liked at that time.
Weeks went by and we kept talking, and by kept talking I meant the whole nine yards, aim, texting 24/7 from dawn til dusk well actually in reverse we we’re both night hawks ;p Things started going downhill from there with the girlfriend, she was jealous of Brooke, and about a million other things, but Brooke was the least of her worries or should have been, not cause Brooke couldn’t compete with her, cause she could have, but Brooke choose not to, and to respect our relationship which I love.
Anyways a few months in Sevy and I broke up, and there was Brooke who was always there for me, more then both of my best friends, and she was there then too. Things fell into place from that point, and couldn’t have fit more perfectly. At that point even though me and Brooke were both seriously talking, we decided that we really liked each other and mutually decided to become exclusive so to speak, we however decided not to date until we saw each other, which was fine cause at that point Brooke worked some crazy magic, and had a flight booked within a few days.
The day I saw Brooke was easily one of the happiest days of my life. I will never forget this, we got to the airport a tad late, Brooke and I were having a huge fiasco trying to find each other, which took what felt like forever. I decided to take the esclator up, and she told me to turn around, and when I did I saw the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on. She was standing there in her black lacy pants, boots, a black plain pea coat(which matched my black jacket), and a plain black packpack. When I got to the top her arms were straight in the air, and I picked her up and hugged her, and she fit ohhh so perfectly. We got in my friends car and cuddled the entire way home.
Once we got back to my house, I spent the most amazing 9 days with the love of my life, we did everything from going to see Avatar on a double date with my brother and his girlfriend to seeing Sherlock Holmes with Cody, to going to the Olive Garden, and then making funfetti cookies, and hours of endless cuddles. Which ended in us taking her to the airport which was easily the saddest day of my life =/.
This is just the beginning for us, I know theres a lifetime of memories for us to make, right now things are pretty rough, and one of us, which I forsee being me is going to have to do the hardest thing we can in life and leave everything behind to move so that we can finally begin our life together. Today marks our official one month from the day I finally got to hold the love of my life in my arms.
I don’t think any amount of words could ever come close to describing how much Brooke means to me, I’ve looked my entire life for her, and I’ve finally found her, I know everyone says that, but honest to god I can see myself at 60 with grand children and all that fun stuff all while still happily with Brooke. This girl is insanely cute, everything she does is adorable, she’s extremely mature, but knows how to have fun, she’s smart, and I love that I can be myself around her, without trying to hide anything about myself, she knows me better then anyone. I said I couldn’t put my feelings about her into words so I’ll leave it at that. Brooke Anne Clouse, I love you, always have, and I always will.


18/365 This is about an hour late lol, picture is legit, taken on the 24th I just didn’t get a moment to post it because I was busy doing applications online for a second job even though I already work full time >_< I HATE ONLINE APPS those 150 question things are insane, and totally not worth it, dropping off apps in the store next time lol. I worked all day which was always awesome, got no where with this whole long distance situation, I’m freaking out every waking minute of the day, and I can’t change a damn thing about it. I got Hawaiian time again which is always amazing, except when it’s cold, now it’s a waste. Anywho going to play xbox, and then pass out hopefully.
Current song - DJ Class - I’m the ish
Current obsession - work
Bought - Hawaiian time.

16/365 Ok so I know this was supposed to be posted yesterday, but trust me I didn’t change a lot in a day, well actually kinda but not appearance wise, wait actually if I would have taken this yesterday I wouldn’t have that huge cold sore(cause I’m sick) >_< I didn’t get a chance to post cause I worked 10.5 hours, then got home to quite the news from Brooke, and well from there everything went downhill, I nearly broke up with her(she says I did >_<) I would have never actually gone through with it I know that she’s the one for me, so why I even played around with the idea, maybe it’s cause I saw no other option, maybe it’s cause I was scared idk =/ Good news is we’re still together so yay lol. Umm ex Sevy started texting me again which made everything that much better -_- and I passed out to season one of house.
Current song - Relient K - The Best Thing
Current obsession - House