the happiness of hearing that my nephew, Anthony came into this world, and the unfortunate passing of my uncle Robert. Someone I look up to immensely, someone who without question left a impact on everyones life he came in contact with, and who will be missed dearly. Welcome to this world Anthony and rest in peace Uncle Robert. You will be missed but never forgotten.

“While we are mourning the loss of our friend, others are rejoicing to meet him behind the veil.” ~John Taylor

Things to go back to the way they were before our bug fight. It’s been at least a week, and we’ve talked on the phone 3ish times when previously i’d call you every lunch, and we’d fall asleep on the phone together every night. This isn’t fun every waking minute I spend wondering what’s gonna happen you’ve become so distant and I’m terrified of losing you. You mean the world to me… 

I’ve tried to be as passive with you as I could be. You’ve done nothing but hurt me for months, and I’ve always looked past all the bad things and right at the good, because truth is “you” seemed like a great person. I’ve always given you the benefit of the doubt that you were exactly who you said you were down to the core. The one thing I ultimately look for in a person is honesty, I’m brutally honest, and even if the answer is going to hurt someone I don’t lie about it, I do steer clear of things that would hurt people though.

You had me going for a long time you really did, you have this elaborate “life” that you’ve created, and seem pretty content with it. I’m not sure why you’ve done this, weather it’s not liking the life you live in, maybe just looking to see what someone else lives and feels, or maybe something else I don’t know. However what you’ve done is hurt people, yourself included.

You lead me to believe you were this amazing girl, you covered your tracks well to hide the true you, and whenever anything came up that would lead to your “exposure” you got defensive fought with me, said I had no truth, end of story guilt tripped me into dropping it, because in truth I didn’t want to doubt you, cause that’s the last thing I ever wanted to do to someone I cared about.

You’ve played your game far more then long enough, you dragged me through hell and have absolutely no remorse for it either. I spent months investing myself into this thing we had, and you were just playing your game. You’ve hurt me, and at the end of the day your wasting your time doing what you’ve done, it never had a fairy tale ending, and it never would have, and yet I know you’ll just do this to the next guy you come across, and I feel sorry for him, I hope you’re aware of what you’re doing.

The time we wasted(for lack of a better word) with you, isn’t something replaceable, nothing can get that back, ever. We have one life, and tomorrow is never promised. You’re a horrible person for taking those moments from me, yourself and anyone in the future you decide to pull this stunt with. Move on with your life delete this world you’ve created, and step out into the light and actually live your life, as I’ll do mine.

I got a call from you this morning, you blocked your number, and I’m not the sort of person that will ignore a phone call just cause it’s blocked, I have a little red button on my phone, and I do not mind using it, so I answered. I answer with a pretty generic “hello” and to my unfortunate surprise(should of known) I heard groggy(just woken up) voice reply with “hi”. At that point I had a pretty clear idea who it was, yet I asked “who is this”(yet another generic question, pretty exciting right ;p ), and you instantly respond with the classic “who do you think”. To which I responded with a quick use of the little red button. You decided to call back, even though you knew I wouldn’t respond, and I didn’t so you texted me with “I guess I knew thatd happen and all I wanted was to hear your voice”.

Alls I want you to do is just stop talking to me, just stop, I’m going with a clean break off here, I could do the immature thing: insult you, and fight with you some more. However that would give you exactly what you want attention of some sort, so I’m going to just stick with the clean break idea. I’m trying to move on with my life, and you should do the same, and let your “good friend” from myspace move on with his, he knows just as much about you as I do, however he feels for you, and that’s fine, but you should move on with your life and leave this fake one you’ve created behind, sincerely it’s for the best.

p.s. if you(“girl” referenced above) see this by some chance, don’t bother to respond, I will not give you time of day to respond, I swear I won’t.

To say the least you’re missed. =(