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I just want
Things to go back to the way they were before our bug fight. It’s been at least a week, and we’ve talked on the phone 3ish times when previously i’d call you every lunch, and we’d fall asleep on the phone together every night. This isn’t fun every waking minute I spend wondering what’s gonna happen you’ve become so distant and I’m terrified of losing you. You mean the world to me…
Okay, so some of you may have noticed or not, that I talk about a girl named Brooke a decent amount, so I figured it was about time to introduce you guys to her ;p This is Brooke’s tumblr[http://sweetxblasphemy.tumblr.com]. FIrst and foremost you guys really have to know our story from start to finish.
About eight months ago I don’t have the exact date, but I’m sure I could go look and find it, I was dating a girl named Sevy, things we’re going smoothly at that point in time. I had my tumblr, and this girl kept liking my posts, she didn’t have a picture up, nor a link to any other sites on her tumblr. One day I was just hopping around on myspace, and landed on this super cute girls profile, and I saw a tumblr link, not thinking much I clicked it, and guess where I ended up? I’ll tell you ;p it was the stranger from tumblr’s profile aka Brooke! I sent her a comment, and started talking to her, at that point we were non stop talking, within a day I had her in butterflies, and she was posting on tumblr about me, so that of course made me feel amazing. I however still had a girlfriend that I very much so liked at that time.
Weeks went by and we kept talking, and by kept talking I meant the whole nine yards, aim, texting 24/7 from dawn til dusk well actually in reverse we we’re both night hawks ;p Things started going downhill from there with the girlfriend, she was jealous of Brooke, and about a million other things, but Brooke was the least of her worries or should have been, not cause Brooke couldn’t compete with her, cause she could have, but Brooke choose not to, and to respect our relationship which I love.
Anyways a few months in Sevy and I broke up, and there was Brooke who was always there for me, more then both of my best friends, and she was there then too. Things fell into place from that point, and couldn’t have fit more perfectly. At that point even though me and Brooke were both seriously talking, we decided that we really liked each other and mutually decided to become exclusive so to speak, we however decided not to date until we saw each other, which was fine cause at that point Brooke worked some crazy magic, and had a flight booked within a few days.
The day I saw Brooke was easily one of the happiest days of my life. I will never forget this, we got to the airport a tad late, Brooke and I were having a huge fiasco trying to find each other, which took what felt like forever. I decided to take the esclator up, and she told me to turn around, and when I did I saw the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on. She was standing there in her black lacy pants, boots, a black plain pea coat(which matched my black jacket), and a plain black packpack. When I got to the top her arms were straight in the air, and I picked her up and hugged her, and she fit ohhh so perfectly. We got in my friends car and cuddled the entire way home.
Once we got back to my house, I spent the most amazing 9 days with the love of my life, we did everything from going to see Avatar on a double date with my brother and his girlfriend to seeing Sherlock Holmes with Cody, to going to the Olive Garden, and then making funfetti cookies, and hours of endless cuddles. Which ended in us taking her to the airport which was easily the saddest day of my life =/.
This is just the beginning for us, I know theres a lifetime of memories for us to make, right now things are pretty rough, and one of us, which I forsee being me is going to have to do the hardest thing we can in life and leave everything behind to move so that we can finally begin our life together. Today marks our official one month from the day I finally got to hold the love of my life in my arms.
I don’t think any amount of words could ever come close to describing how much Brooke means to me, I’ve looked my entire life for her, and I’ve finally found her, I know everyone says that, but honest to god I can see myself at 60 with grand children and all that fun stuff all while still happily with Brooke. This girl is insanely cute, everything she does is adorable, she’s extremely mature, but knows how to have fun, she’s smart, and I love that I can be myself around her, without trying to hide anything about myself, she knows me better then anyone. I said I couldn’t put my feelings about her into words so I’ll leave it at that. Brooke Anne Clouse, I love you, always have, and I always will.
